Its All About Us and Friday.

Friday.
last day of Ramadhan.

Friday.
I'm gonna meet Mr Hubby.

Friday.
Baby gonna meet Daddy.

Friday.
Its all about Friday.
Its all about us.
The day we meet up after being separate for few days.
Now is not about you and me anymore.
But now, we have another reason to live everyday and to wake up everyday.
Its our precious little new baby Danish.

Seeing Mr Hubby berlari-lari balik and kiss our baby.
Make me realize how perfect my life right now.
I'm having a lovable and protective husband.
and of cos, my cutie pie Danish.

Today.
Its the 40th day we've been together.
Its the 64th day me and Mr Hubby being separated since i left for my hometown.
See! its all about sacrificing.

Today.
Daddy and Baby Danish.
Both having high fever.
Since Danish having Daddy's blood in her body,
Obviously he is easily infected by his Daddy.
Pity both of them.
Pity Daddy, cant even kiss his baby.
Poor little baby, cant even have a hug from his daddy.

Take care both of you.
Both of you are my life.

I really love the word us before so much. because it really shows how perfect we blend together and belong together. The word US really make me feel belonging to someone. But now, after one year of marriage; our us now have changed. From both of us to three of us. US.

Danish.
Mommy and Daddy love you!

Love and more love. Its all about us. 

Running Man

Assalammualaikum and good morning fellas.

credit pakcik google!

Holla, hows life everyone? Hows your ibadah puasa today? hopefully mendapat barakah dan kesempurnaan. Jgn mencurik tulang yer. haha! since currently im and not working and melepet jerk dekat rumah. these few days since after melalui proses berpantang nie, i'm kinda addicted dgn 'Running Man' series, gara2 jee yg mempengaruhi nya. I'm not the one yg mesmerized with the Korean types of man, series, film or even singer. however this series is totally awesome. its kinda different from others TV shows i've ever seen before.

its totally hilarious and awesome. most of the contestant are among their artist which is so supportive and funnehhhhhhhhhhhh! and of cos the most important thing is how good they are in planning all intresting and funneh game ever. summore its kinda cool to see all the artist enjoying the game without ada rasa barrier, harm, or even perasaan marah gara2 di bahan2 oleh their group members. 

so dengan keadaan yg dalam pantang nie obviously rasa nk tertanggal benang kt perot nie kan. gara2 asik melekek ketawa tanpa henti. owh totally not encourage to do so masa melepet mcm nie. gara2 tgk game2 bodo yg dorang buat nie, menderita perot nie rasa nya. but somehow teruja dgn list of game dia yg totally gila2 and most of it different from one episodes to another. and at the same time, they are promoting most of their attractive places in Seoul such as the museum, stadium, mall,palace, theater and many more. its kinda new way of promoting Korea to others who have not been into Korea itself. 

perhaps sooner or later, malaysia will produce this kinda good variety shows, instead of only having nyanyi2 competition yang tak sudah2, yang dah dihentikan for quite some time pon sebok nk stat balik. and lately ada syndrome bertanding nk melahirkan pelawak katernya. tapi yg sedey nya, tak lawak langsonnnngg yer disitu. perhaps in future buat lah yg much more better. even sedari kecik pon malaysian style of TV shows pon asik nk ajar budak2 kecik nie menari, nyanyi jerk kejenya. maksud uolls, nk jadik kan malaysia neh hub for entertainment ker? mampooo nk lawan hollywood gituw? unless mampoo takper; sb ianya mampoo nk jana pendapatan. neh.. jadah.. penghasilan pon sesuam kuku jerk. lepas tuh nk mengaja anak2 muda membina fantasi, angan2 nk jadi penyanyi, pelakon. why on earth tak didik nk jadik astronaut ker? bsuinessman berjaya ker haper ker kan. Junior apprentice ker apa ker? yang ada skng nie, boleh bertabik sikit dekat Qari Junior, very good programme for me. but somehow why not in future, besar kan lagik pencarian Qari berbakat tuh. haa kan?

ok till then uolls. nk sambung melekek sampai tercabot benang kt perot. haha hooomaiigoood. gile! 

Ramadhan Kali Ini

Ramadhan telah tiba lagik.
1434H.

tatkala semua dendgan rancak nye berpuasa, fikir juadah berbuka.
pikir nk pakai baju raya kaler aper, fesyen aper.
langsir kaler ape. trend apa. baju laki. baju mak mertua. bapak mertua. adk beradik. ipar duai. mak bapak sendiri.
kueh species aper, handbag raya, nk kurus, cantik bergaya.

apa aku buat?

grrr! pandang dgn rakus bercampur sekelumit amarah yg tak terkata. gara2 aku dlm PANTANG!

haha! yer. sakit rasa nyer hati aku nie.
segala-galanya, secara tetiba  tak boleh itu dan ini.
walaupon sesungguh nya demi Tuhan aku bangga dan bersyukur kehadrat Illahi.
terima kasih atas kurniaan NYA yg tidak terhingga.

tatkala menatap wajah sehalus mulus lagik suchi murni ini.
hati aku sayu. memikirkan betol ker anak aku?
tak sangka. takjob. teruja.

walhal sebulan telah berlalu. aku masih bertatih2 menyesuaikan diri menjadi seorang ibu.
secara tiba-tiba aku menjadi tempat bergantung kepada si kechil
membuatkan aku menjadi teruja.
aku lah dunia nya.
aku lah penyelamatnya.
aku lah kehangatan nya.
aku lah sumber makanan nya.
aku lah segala - gala nya.


oh mungkin kita pon macam dia jugak dulu.
seringkali ingin berada dalam pelukan ibu kita.
terasa selamat, terasa hangat, terasa disayangi, dihargai.
mungkin itulah perasaan si kecil yg aku sayangi ini.
kehilangan ibu nya selama beberapa saat sekali pon, mampu menjadikan si kecil tidak keruan.
seolah-olah, his senses are unable to connect to his mother.
...searching.....
...searching.....
...searching....
still unable to find mummy..
...searching again...
...searching again...
...searching again...
USE: Weapon Type 1.
effect: ....huaaaaaawaaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

segera mmumy terkedek2 dari toilet mendekati si kecil.
walaupon muka mummy dia still xnampak.
mendegar suara mummy responding dari kejauhhan pun dah mampoo buat si kecil diam seketika.

how powerful mummy's voice kan?
Allah SWT has plan everything perfectly.
He even make mummy's smell different from others,having a melancholic voice rather than others.
oh.. how perfect a mother will be in the eyes of their baby.

Ya Allah Hu Ya Rabbi,
Terima Kasih atas kasih sayang ini.
Terima Kasih atas peluang yang diberikan ini.
Terima Kasih atas kebahagiaan yang diberikan ini.
Terima Kasih atas keindahan ini.

Aku bersyukur.
Ramadhan kali ini sungguh bermakna sekali.
Menjadi seorang ibu, menjadikan aku sungguh tabah.
sangat gigih.
sangat concern.
sangat kejam tatkala nyamuk mula menyerang anak aku.
sangat benci pada mereka yg ganggu anak aku tido.
sangat sakit hati tatkala org melawat anak aku waktu maghrib.
sangat geram pada mereka yg cubit pipi anak aku bertalu2.
sangat marah pada nurse yang cocok kaki anak aku masa dia kena kuning.
sangat marah pada nurse yg asik claim anak aku kuning.
sangat menyirap pada nurse yang cocok anak tanpa rasa belas.


see. how protective i am lately.
hanya gara - gara dia si kecil kesayangan yg baru di keluarkan dari perot mulus aku yg mengunung dat day.
aku jadi bodyguard yg garang.
yer sakit operation dat day pon tak habes lagik kan.

My lil baby,
semoga kau menjadi anak yang soleh yer sayang.
semoga kau menjadi anak yg bijak sebijak nama yg mommy berikan.
semoga kau menjadi anak yg semulia nama yg mommy berikan.
semoga kau menjadi anak yg segagah, seberani seperti nama yg mommy berikan.

wahai anak kesayangan mommy,
mommy sayangkan kamu.
jadiklah anak yg soleh.
jadiklah anak yg menurut kata mommy & daddy.
jadiklah anak yg mampoo jaga mommy & daddy di kala kami memerlukan kamu di hari tua kami nanti.
jadiklah anak yg mampoo mensedekahkan alfatihah & yasin utk kami
jadiklah anak yg mampoo menjaga saudara mara kamu, agama, bangsa dan negara.
jadiklah anak yg mampoo mengikuti & mengikuti syariat islam.
jadilah anak yg mampoo membantu mommy & daddy di akhirat nanti.

terlalu banyak harapan dan pengharapan pada si kecil ini.
lantas, ku berdoa pada Allah SWT.
semogaa anak ini dikurniakan kesihatan yang baik.
minda yg cergas & cerdas. 
sihat tubuh badan.
supaya mammpoo berjalan, berlari, bertutur seperti anak2 yg lain.

Amin.



8.46pm
31/7/2012
Day 37

Mommy.