100 hari sebelum aku terima nikah nya.

salam semua.

mak datukkkk! diam tak diam. ayoyo. dah 100 days to go. serba tak kena rasa nye bile dah stat counting2 neh kan. OMG! rasa nye mcm banyak benda tak siap lgik. in terms of everything. preparation ka apa ka. ayoyo sume nya serba serbi tak kena. haha! Ya Allah, semoga kau permudahkan lah perjalanan kami ini Ya Allah. Biarpun apa sahaja yg berlaku ko satu kan lah hati kami ini Ya Allah.

ok in terms of all those big things. sume nyer dah settle. dewan/foods/pelamin/doorgift nikah and receptions. so yg tinggal is just payment only. alahai. lemau rasa nye nak carik kewangan dgn keadaan diri yg maseh tak bekerja neh. huhu. feeling suam2 kuku sgt kn. moga Allah permudah kan lah jugak yer. maybe belom tiba masa nye lgik. i do believe everyone will be given an opportunity by god. so im waiting for mine. i've found my miracle and having him as ht best miracle i ever had. but to make our relationship will go perfectly great, we need money darling. haha! without money, love will walk away, whenever poverty knocks out your door. ahaks! so in not letting my loves walk away, i really need to find money real soon. 

within these 100 days. i kena settle kan, few things like settle kan payment for OP/OV, dais planner, hotel, doorgift, candy buffet and cakes, nikah card, yasin, doorgift for yasin, carik pelukis henna, carik kasut, carik brg hantaran, design my own photo booth, settle kan guest book, buy paper lantern, beli paper beg for my side and his side. carik bunga telur for my side and his side. mybe kena plan something utk tambah kan lgik things in my nikah dorrgift. arghh. seems like thousands things to do more and more. tp thanks to bonda and ayahanda yg sgt byk membantu disaat2 camneh. i really owe them.

tp disaat camneh. the most important things in here stil money money money money money. tetap jadik main focus sampai la weds habes. and nk teroskan life after dat lagik n lgik. tp aku rasa regret cant help much.  its my weds. huhu. tears************! 

till then. pray for my happiness.